Aw… I’m still unable to organize my story on the trek, waterfalls, and Mang Islaw. So I’ll post a little emo one to fill it up for the mean time.

I went to Aninuan falls, or any other falls that a guide can take me to, to ask her to take my tears and let her do the crying and hurting for me. I’m so tired bottling it all inside. I’m tired crying every night and every waking day. I’m tired faking a smile and a laugh to let my friends think I’m doing just fine.

She wouldn’t want to take my tears for she’s crying far longer than me. She even gave me a few more of hers so I can do a little more crying. Instead, she said, I’ll cry with you even if it takes a thousand more years for you to stop. Feel free to come back so we can cry again together.

Emo!